Report.

Wow when you're a creative writer and you name your blog post "Report" you know something's wrong.

On the contrary though, life is good. Or at least, stable. Maybe that's the word to use. Stable. Especially for me anyway.

I just felt like updating this to let you know how I'm doing so far in this shitty journey we call life. Which is stable, as I've tersely pointed out.

I'm having work left, right, center. Saying this reminds me of this Soviet song I was listening to today (in class, not just at random) (though I would do that...) which went left flank! Right flank! Center! I think it was a battle for the happiness of workers or something like that. But yeah this week's especially hectic. I have a test/paper due on alternating days, until Monday. And I'm upping the ante on debate work. Pretty sure I'm using "up the ante" wrongly, but it'll turn out right anyway.

I feed on stress and caffeine anyway. But then there are times when I just wish I could have been there for something ...

Men-wise I'm fine too. Or at least at peace. Which is cool. His hands feel nice.

I've started on a mission to underthink. Pretty much everytime a red flag is raised in my head, and my woman brain starts to completely blow things out of proportion ... I undercut it. Just like that. I stop. Reel myself back into the right now, and stop obsessing about the what ifs. It's both the simplest and hardest thing in the world. And I've been pretty successful thus far. And I hope if I do it often enough I'd stop overthinking altogether. Sometimes I sink into depressed moments, but I think it's more stress and lethargy than SEPs. But then sometimes I can't tell.

Random thought of the day is how I wanna speak better Mandarin, or just proper Mandarin. And how I miss Manglish/Singlish. And how my Spanish is kiddish, and my Russian is laughable, and my Malay needs to be revived.

But yeah. That's my shitty journey. Right now it's a straight road, no bumps ahead, pretty smooth drive.

Please let this not be the calm before the storm. Please.