Monday, September 19, 2011

Hey, it's been a while.

What a calm, calm start to the year. So the reason I haven't been blogging is, you guessed it, I'm happy. I'm blissfully, uninterruptedly, definitely happy. Things have just fallen into place and I felt like my pieces make sense now. Maybe we're never really meant to pick up our pieces, or put them back together. Sometimes things just need to look right.

And look right, they do. It's official. I'm staying put where I am. It took a year to smooth out the bullshit, but we're here. I'm so glad, because neither of us wanted to go through that "weird dance we did last year", as he puts it. Making the leap from that weird dance was, well, weird, but it happened. And it's been greater than ever.  Not just in terms of us, but how he's just such a great human being to be with sometimes. I'm comfortable with him, though at times I feel like I shouldn't be. He's very smart, and constantly challenges me on things, though he usually is never able to change my mind, and his criticisms link back to him just as much. Sure, he may have the tendency to mess up in the typical (cave)man way, but he makes up for them almost instantly, though I admit to being the petty bitch at times. We step forward, we move backwards. I like it.

We function like really, really, really great sex, except with that dynamic taken out of just the carnal realm. We should be really dysfunctional, but it works. Seamlessly, beautifully. I feel like we've merely transitioned from unhinged turmoil to contained chaos. Not to mention, we have really really really great sex.

I'm happy. I don't care how long this lasts. It can end tomorrow, but I'm just really, really happy. He's a special one. What a keeper.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

You're happy becos of the great sex? That won't last, hehehehe

Anonymous said...

such superficial relationship...the setting up of a great disappointment in life... hahaha... all the best!

Anonymous said...

and i'd rather have a lot of those moments and be happy for it than be constantly wary of what those unguarded moments could bring.

go mayzhee! have as much happiness as u can!

Anonymous said...

"We function like really, really, really great sex, except with that dynamic taken out of just the carnal realm."
I guess the haters see only what they wanna see.

d00d said...

damn! why do i always hear that u had great sex with some lucky bastards.. why not me!

Anonymous said...

so who's the boyfriend? picturesss :)

Mr Lonely said...

walking here with a smile. take care.. have a nice day ~ =D

Regards,
http://www.lonelyreload.com (A Growing Teenager Diary) ..

Anonymous said...

Making out with you,.. am sure the sex will be great, not juz for you, but for me too, you go, girl!

Hey, when u get tired of the 'great sex' with your current beau, and the sex is no longer so 'great' anymore, do consider me, i come running to your arms, P:

Anonymous said...

I mean to say "Making out with you,.. am sure the sex will be great, not juz for you, but for HIM too, you go, girl!