It's about survival.

Too lazy to cook. Starving. Struggling college student out of campus living with the will and cooking skills of foul bachelor frog. I bought 1 dollar pasta and 89 cents sauce, and they've been sitting in the shelf for more than a week. I've just been eating out and ordering in. I chose that over standing in front of the stove for 7 minutes and making my own meal. The bf makes his own pasta sauce and puts yummy Italian sausage in it. I bought 89 cents pasta sauce in a jar. Meat-flavored, but I'd be kidding myself if I can find meat in it. I don't have a car. I can't walk out of my house to get food because I'm afraid the people who yell really loudly on the streets at night will make catcalls at me, or I will be robbed by people who don't stand outside on the streets and yell really loudly... I don't want to order food because I am trying to save money so I can buy clothes and pay rent. The bf gets back in town tonight, maybe he'll take me out to get Wendy's and I can get stuff on the dollar menu.

I am too ridiculous of a being to survive.

PS - It's been 8 hours since I wrote this post and still all I've had to eat for today was two slices of bread.