Crazy? No. Hoping to be optimistic? Yes.
I know, I know. Who hopes to be optimistic? That kind of defeats the purpose. Well, the answer to that is: a very pessimistic person. A person who complains all day. A person who has driven her bf up the wall with her moping and whining. A person who can't get off her lazy ass. A person who needs to hope.
That person is me. And since I'm privileged, I'm dealing with this the privileged way. By telling myself to shut the fuck up and get back to life. I am extremely lucky to not be in any sort of financial kerfuffle. I don't have, and probably will not have, any student loans. I am still feeding off my silver spoon, and shamelessly so. I can be one of those people who say, "If I put my mind to it, I can do anything!"
If I put my mind to it, I can do anything!
My e-mails say inane things like "I can do it" twenty times. Or "Goal: do this and this by today". I've never really been so incompetent as to royally mess things up, but I need to get myself up from the lie-in-bed slumps from time to time. Okay. I'm going to stop masturbating online (re: blogging) and get back to work. WACHA! Hahahah I'm funny.
I know, I know. Who hopes to be optimistic? That kind of defeats the purpose. Well, the answer to that is: a very pessimistic person. A person who complains all day. A person who has driven her bf up the wall with her moping and whining. A person who can't get off her lazy ass. A person who needs to hope.
That person is me. And since I'm privileged, I'm dealing with this the privileged way. By telling myself to shut the fuck up and get back to life. I am extremely lucky to not be in any sort of financial kerfuffle. I don't have, and probably will not have, any student loans. I am still feeding off my silver spoon, and shamelessly so. I can be one of those people who say, "If I put my mind to it, I can do anything!"
If I put my mind to it, I can do anything!
My e-mails say inane things like "I can do it" twenty times. Or "Goal: do this and this by today". I've never really been so incompetent as to royally mess things up, but I need to get myself up from the lie-in-bed slumps from time to time. Okay. I'm going to stop masturbating online (re: blogging) and get back to work. WACHA! Hahahah I'm funny.
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